OZZY OSBOURNE On His Sobriety: 'I Got Fed Up With Quitting'

Jeb Wright of Classic Rock Revisited recently conducted an interview with legendary heavy metal singer Ozzy Osbourne. A couple of excerpts from the chat follow below.

Classic Rock Revisited: Your new book is a collection of question and answers from your advice column that was in The Times Of London and in Rolling Stone magazine. What was your reaction when you were asked to do the column?

Ozzy: What happened was that I was asked to get this test on my DNA because of everything that I had done with drugs and alcohol, and the lifestyle I had led the last forty years. I did this thing called genomics, which is where they take some of your blood and they go clear back in your bloodline and figure out where you came from, and what diseases and things you could be facing in your lifetime. The Times Of London said, "Why don't you do a column since you've survived everything and give advice to people." The column is really just common sense. I suddenly found myself relating to a lot of the people writing in. They wrote in about kids and marriage and all of this stuff. If I didn't know what to say, or if it was serious, then I would tell them to go and see a doctor.

Classic Rock Revisited: Now, at age 62, is moderation something you can achieve?

Ozzy: I cant drink and I can't do drugs. I mean, I live in California and I could get a bag of mild marijuana from the doctor, but who I am fucking kidding? I'd start out with a mild bag of marijuana and I'd end up with a fucking bag of crack. My mind runs away with the fantasy because one drink, or one joint, or one whatever doesn't apply to me but my head still thinks it does. I will think about it and my head runs away with the thought.

Classic Rock Revisited: You have tried to quit for as long as I can remember. Why is it different now?

Ozzy: I got fed up with quitting. The first thing I stopped was tobacco, and don't ask me how I did that. I have been in nearly every rehab around. I have been in rehab with heroin users and they say, "I can put the smack down but I can't give up tobacco." I put it down first. My voice would crack in concert and I felt like a soccer player kicking the fucking wall when he was not in the game. To be honest with you, I was not having a good time. I would make all of these grandiose statements about how I was Mr. Sober, now. In the National Enquirer, the following day, you would see me on the floor in a bog covered in piss. There is a lot more help these days than there used to be. It is a lot more openly spoken about then when I was a kid. My folks didn't say, "He's got a drinking problem." You just didn't talk about it. My drinking problem was that I couldn't get e-fucking-nough. If I knew, and I honestly thought to myself, that I could drink moderately, then I would, but I know I can't. I never ever did, I never ever will and I don't want to.

Classic Rock Revisited: I want to talk about a project your son Jack did called :God Bless Ozzy Osbourne". Tell me about how that came about.

Ozzy: He decided to go behind the camera, rather than in front of the camera. He wanted to start a production company and he said, "Would you mind if I did a documentary on you?" I said, "Just don't make me look like something that I'm not. If I'm bad then say that I'm bad." I didn't want him to do one of these documentaries that say, "Look at me, I'm the wonderful one." I've had my wonderful moments but I've also had my fucked up moments as well. I said, "Jack, you've got the freedom of the camera. Do the best job that you can." I must confess, when I was watching it in a theater in New York, part of me said, "Fuck, be careful what you ask for." I'm not afraid to talk about the bad things I've done in my life. So many of us are the great and glorious and never talk about the things that we don't want to talk about.

Classic Rock Revisited: Was it emotional for you to see you through your son's eyes?

Ozzy: No, because when I was watching it, I was just watching a film. We're a very close family. There were parts of it that kind of got me. There was a question that asked if I was a very good father and the answer was no. I thought about it and I suppose it was true because I was always fucked up, you know.

Classic Rock Revisited: I think that would be hard to take now that you're not all fucked up.

Ozzy: But it's the truth. I remember one time I was arguing with my son Jack and I said, "What the fuck is wrong with you? You're always complaining about what I'm doing. You've never wanted for a damn fucking thing." He said, "Oh yeah?" I said, "Name one fucking thing in your life that you've wanted that you haven't got? If your bicycle broke, you got a new one. If you wanted to go somewhere you got to do it." He said, "You want to know what I've never had? A father." He stopped me dead in my fucking tracks. Alcoholics and drug addicts are self-centered people. We only care about ourselves.

Rea dthe entire interview from Classic Rock Revisited.